too.much.brainwash

even the people who aren’t brainwashed are brainwashed

maybe i’m brainwashed?

Aw :D Thank you!! The meaning is subjective I suppose, it plays through my mind in symbolism which makes it somewhat difficult to explain. It’s in reference to a kindred spirit however. And you can! Just write from your core and the rest will follow.. the key is to write emotion instead of words. By doing so, the feeling is then translated into a worded language.

sun-fleshed fugitives

i chose to walk the path of dawn and delve into my glitches

and along the road of rain and restless maiden roamed a merry boy who carried sadness in his eyes

but you could never tell, his lips they spelled

an iridescent symphony of silver spooned brilliance

fixated upon columns of astonishment and curiosity

pedaling, pruning, tending to the madness minding the odd and disheveled

and you could never tell

he reeked of a pulchritude, as apparent as the smells of a broken heart and wings the size of a canopied forest

any nose would capture with willful invitation

the wilderness exploded from his puffy veins and it was the blue-blooded creamer that fed my cup of soul

molding its tint into a swelling feeling

a feeling of feeling too much

but all was well

indeed, he carried it well

the fireplace inside his belly

gorged itself and each idea

crackled of bones and tasted the spectators

told them to leave

and we were deserted and scared and crowned with all the jewels of eternity

lavished in language ridden of wordings

and that was seen to hold more meaning than the black and white purgings of a hundred humming dictionary outings

crippled belongings, grew separate legs from our own

stopped using us as crutches

i am in all my glory!

as are you!

we needed only escape to become reborn in remaining

so now, moon resin

crusty, earthen feet

a green milky tunneled laugh dance

let us pounce upon historical fiction

and eat our way to the center of this orgasmic spirit

the conundrum that fastens our passions to the empty seat at the back of the vehicle going, the one that wolfed down the gods’ buttocks

our bodies will, at once, greet floor

and we will remember everything

energy of every poetic analogy that speaks to the ineffable pigment

timelessness will encompass here

our breathing will dissolve with fog and melting sky that tastes of source and cooing quaint-borns, talks of how, to feel darkened, is after all pleasurable

our hearts will penetrate a strangeness too peculiar for the thinkable to greet

all skin is good skin but not all of it is felt

this is our advantage

here at the feet of gnosis, a splendor, a footprint left

a love made so forcefully that devil, himself, embraced christ

and both embraced the sculptor, redirected him

performance on heaven’s stage

a holy release

white lining, restored the plant ears, retraced to tribing

a time to tell the tale of dying

it is made of song, we had felt it long before

and so in toothy union, we are fondled

with readiness to play again

Beautiful.

You are not alone my friend! I was failing nearly all of my classes, which is why I made the decision to leave school. I also do not even have a permit yet :s and, culturally, I should have been driving quite some time ago… I realized that I was not able to focus though because school did not energize me. It was not suitable for my overall well-being and clashed with my core. Just remember, there are always alternatives. Reality is always subjective. Do not believe anything is impossible! Play the culture game until you have all of the tools you need to sustain yourself individually and free of linear structure. I’m glad you found my words to be of help. Feel free to stop by to discuss things at any time. <3

Wow Tumblr is going downhill.. how incredibly disappointing. I say we all boycott it. It’s already been made into a trap, and as soon as Yahoo gets its hands on it it’s going to be nothing but heightened commercialization and nonsensical, unproductive self-prevention. These companies don’t care about us. We’re their profit. So what are we going to physically do about it? The psychological and scientific research behind these websites are used to manipulate us and they are becoming more and more apparent, as well as frightening. I think it may be time to say goodbye.. the internet is no longer useful, it seems. It is only enslaving.

Well first, ask yourself why you believe these concentration issues are present in the first place. How persistent are they? And when do you find them to be most noticeable? I personally do not believe in ADD. Not to say that these issues you are dealing with are not real, but more so that they are stemming from some other area, maybe feelings of indifference or boredom? Do you enjoy school? Lots of humans diagnosed with ADD or ADHD have problems remaining engaged in things that do not interest them, but when faced with something that is resonant, the “ADD” or “ADHD” seem to disappear. What would you say interests you the most? Makes you most alive? Do you sleep well?  What kinds of foods are you eating? How often do you take part in the usage of a cell phone, television, or computer? Excessive technology use, I believe, plays a role in lack of mindfulness and engagement, as it shortens the attention span and guides the mind in a very sporadic direction. I will suggest some plants for you however… the only ones I can think of off the top of my head are calamus root and yerba mate that may be of help. Cannabis could also be useful, but only if what you are doing is something that brings about excitement or curiosity within yourself. Also, anything green.. dandelion especially. Dandy blend coffee substitute could help as well (can be found on ebay). I will try to look up some others though in one of the books my friend has and get back to you! Remember, while plants can act as wonderful, healing allies, the source of the problem must be simultaneously addressed. My advice would be to stay away from the meds though. Be well <3

Well I think kombucha will help with that then! But even still, I’m not going to touch gluten anymore. It’s not like it’s healthy anyway so I’m not missing out on much. Plus the gluten I ate was in sprouted, flourless bread, so if I cannot even handle that, it’s either too toxic for the body or my immune system is just terribly weakened. I’m going to continue my path of mostly raw foods.. seems to be the right direction :)

never eating gluten again ever ever ever