Today was incredibly surreal & had a very powerful essence to it, as did last night. I woke up feeling strange & the day progressed from their onward. Ricky & I went fruit picking in the woods not far from my house. I had never been to the area before (surprisingly) & the beauty it contained was just incredible. It had such a mystical vibe to it, positive energies of other realms drifting endlessly through the wind & the trees, emanating off the grape vines & shiny blades of grass.. in synchronicity with the beams of light that licked the skies & the ends of my cheekbones, moving up to my eyelids & the lashes upon them. Appreciation & magnificence swept over me & for a few moments I had never felt so at peace with myself & Mother Gaia, with the universe in its entirety. I walked along the winding paths of life & love in physical form, each aspect of the colorful selection of senses, a mere reflection of the own infinity that lay within my human flesh, the miraculous growth that sprouted from my insides & immersed my vessel. The vines wrapped tightly, yet freely, from branch to bush & back again, creating a canopy of lush vegetation. I was so drawn to these sensations that it is hard to explain, but it was like walking through a large garden, secretive, & away from the world of heavy mockery & illusive distortion. I expected the fairies to come out from their hideaways & dance. I could sense the presence of magic within every leaf, every flower, every chip of bark on every tree. The ground made love to my naked feet & my eyes became one with the sphere of the earth. I indulged in some cannabis & sat down in the grass, peering into the branches that surrounded me. As I walked onward, I began to feel more & more strange, out-of-body like.. random names began popping into my head, I felt as though I was someone else, or simply not my body at all. Ricky took the form of another person multiple times, although it was only his body out of the corner of my eye (so perhaps just a misperception of vision). We were walking downhill & my body felt very heavy, as if it were thumping about aimlessly. I could feel a different kind of presence, a higher power, & it was not my physical body. It was not my human form. It was as if I were looking down at this physical form from a higher dimension’s perspective. It was somewhat comforting, yet peculiar nonetheless. I was (& still am) experiencing multiple worlds in one, hundreds.. thousands even.
There is so much to remember.