It’s 530 in the morning and my brother and I just had a heart to heart about so many things..I told him to come with me to my appt. with my therapist in two weeks. How I wish that he could see the beauty that lies within himself and this universe.. but he’s young and unaware. The time will come though. I just worry about him, a lot. If things are this hard for me at times, I can’t even imagine how incredibly painful they are for him at the mere age of 13. Then again I was dealing with about the same at his age and younger, much much younger, but that’s besides the point. I want to get him help.